synonymsforjane

“Don’t skip past unpacking the pain before you get to the healing stage. You have to close the chapter before you can feel set free.”

Jane: I listen to these words that A tell me. She’s an intuitive tarot reader and a friend. It makes sense. And I know what she’s trying to tell me. For the last 2 years, i have had to force myself to move on from my anger and emotions. I placed Marianne’s emotions above my own. I gave into her demands, and to appease her, I put all of my sadness into a folder, zipped it up, and threw it into deep storage.

But Jinger, if I unpack the pain, it’s going to be too much. If I unzip that folder, I’m not going to be able to control the fire. It’s wild. It will spread fast and burn everything it touches with the tip of its tongues.

Jinger: Let it burn. You were given fire by the Gods for a reason. Not lightning, floods, earthquakes, or storms. But Fire.

This specific element was given to you because your purpose is to bring shock and transformation to people. You have to allow the alchemist within to burn your ego-centric life to ashes. Allow this process to turn lead into gold.

Let yourself die in this fire, Jane. Without unleashing your pain and confronting your pain, your shame, your anger, you will not access your creativity. You will not be able to fulfil your mission.

I want you to meet with yourself and let the pain transform you. Evolution is awaiting your spirit.

Don’t be afraid.